It's New Year's eve tomorrow..but somehow, it doesnt quite feel like it..Haha.
Tell me, is it just me?
Besides being New Year's eve, its also PCC presentation day...
Nothing to celebrate though, compared to New Year's Eve.
After that, we still have to go find Valerie Tong for consultation on HR...
and i hope we'll going town.
heh.
I have to get that Prettifit pumps.
Hahaa..
Jane interviewed this guy-Kenny or should i say a legend today..
He is some distinction scorer man..and he really seems like it.
He made me go 'Woah!' every 3 seconds, and feel ashamed about myself at the 4th.
haha.
His highest mean grade is 3.9. Over 4, mind you.
Woah!
Look, here i go again.....
One smart ass.

As if this isnt enough, i think im suffering from severe low self esteem. Hah.
no, im not jokin'
I have issues.....
Im fat, Im ugly, Im not even smart to make up for that(Look at Kenny), I have lousy PCC groupmates ( Need i say who?), I screw things up a little too much, I talk too loudly and crudely for that matter, I try too hard to be funny....the list goes on....
It's really getting into me.
I guess im only good at convincing myself.
Hah, and Jane..Dun even get started on, 'No, you're not fat..Im fatter..'
hahha.

But right now, i dun have enough time to dwell on that....
Deadlines to be rushed..... and hopefully, i can strike out the part about screwing things up.
Hahaaaa.
Mum and Dad are out..(again), and i even thought they'll be staying home today.
Probably the 4th night i will go without dinner.
I'd rather they cancel their leave and go back to work.

I'm still waiting for my rocket to come and take me away.


I went for my trial test today (after so much hesitation) and guess what? I failed both tests! Hah!
To pass, i need 90% and above...and..
I got 76% and 74% respectively..and since 1 question is 2%, that makes it up to be 12 questions i fell short of to attaining full marks, and 7 questions to at least secure a pass.
Pathetic.
I just have to study harder for it. There's no easier way out.
But right now, i don't even have time to breathe...*gasp*
The next trial test is on next wednesday..and my actual FTT on Thursday.
Wish me luck, i really need it.
Heh.
With one thing off my mind, now that i gave her rightful job back, i shall continue to mug for my never ending deadlines.
I want to go town..I havent been there in a long time.
Ok, maybe not that long..but i still want to get some shopping done..
haha, yes..again.
I need a bag, a bigger bag..a very big bag, in fact.
My back is aching almost every night from the tonnes of stuff i have in my bag..and im so sure that causes stunted growth. So, here i am-short.
And yeah, im presuming im still growing.
Hahha!
(Denial!)
I probably need more shoes too. To go with skirts...and a top to match my cropped pants.
Seems like my deadline is not the only thing that is neverending.
Hahha.
So much for today. More joy tomorrow.
Jane, we shall use Elias as the human yardstick tomorrow.Haha.



Bear with me for this entry. I have lots to unleash.

First, the weekend earthquake that led to a massive tsunami, killing more than 26,000 people, with children emerging as the biggest victims of this calamity.
The huge walls of water has probably decimated an entire generation of Asians.
No possible warnings...
Loss of tens of thousands of lives in just that morning when most of us are probably getting out of bed on that Boxing Day.
Deathtoll are rising. Hearts are mourning. Heaven is crying.
Thank God,Katja is fine. She is back from Phuket yesterday..but resting at home because of a flu.
As if this disaster is not heavy enough to weigh on my mind....comes more shit from this one projectmate.
You see.....
We were all assigned 2 topics each for the project...either you get all PCC, or all CJP.
Should i say, im unfortunate, i got PCC.
Unfortunate in a sense, i have to cover some bitch's job too in additon to mine.
We are supposed to have presentation for PCC this coming Friday..and everyone has to have their fair share of presentation.
So...Mdm Meenachi suggests that we,PCC people to give one topic to the CJP people so that they can present too.
Fine by me.
I did ALL my research..as we had agreed on today to swop the notes...as well as to tell whoever taking the PCC topics on what to read up on.
Mind you, they only have to read up for presentation...cos i have already gone through the trouble of researching and all for them.
BUT obviously, that was not what someone thought.
She passed me her entire topic. Yet to research, Yet to begin.
So, it's as good as im doing 3 topics. 3 HUGE topics. Fuck.
She's already behind deadline by not having all her notes today...now's she getting me to do her friggin' job..cos she thinks she ' has too much to do already.. '
Fuck ok, this WAS supposed to be your job.
If it's so difficult to read through my notes and to read it out in class, AND if i could, i'll more than willing take it back and present it myself, I swear.
Jane was right.
I should have torn the entire notes and not give it to you, fuck face.
Now, get it done- RIGHT.
And steer clear of my path, unless i really need to see you.

I cant wait.

I think i need de-stressing pills more than slimming pills now.

Another boring day which started as early as 9am...project meetings which turned out to be quite entertaining.haha.
All the bitching and joking.
I seriously prefer this, to discussing projects..or peer teaching for that matter.
Hhaha!
Had Richard's class...and as usual, he never has any good news..
Apparently, i 'have irrelevant stuff for my communication styles..and many details not included YET.'
in short, not good enough.
in shorter, MORE research.
How cool is that?
Plus! My deadline for corporate comm is tomorrow.
I hope my other group mates are already done with their materials too, cos i definitely am rushing my ass off here.
make you wonder how come i have time to update my blog, doesn't it?
Hah! I multi-task, darling.
That brings me to....
I wonder if Katja's fine..Hopefully, she is..probably just resting before coming back to school.
Cos, you see...She went Phuket on Thursday..supposed to be back today..but she isnt.
Im praying hard it has nothing to do with the weekend earthquake at Indonesia that affected all the countries around it, including Phuket.
YAH..what am i thinking?...Of Cos she's fine!
Attachment tomorrow again. One week passes damn fast in that sense. I dread the early mornings, especially Tuesday.
We have to get our asses there by 8.30am..that makes up for me to have to wake up at some unearthly hour of the day.
No way. but again, no choice either.
Tough life. Pass me some candy.
Will be meeting Tirzah and the Corpcomm gang tomorrow, please approve my PTN and get over with it.
My world doesnt revolve around Corpcomm only, or commskills, or HR for that matter!
Hhahha.
I have better things to be doing....which would be driving!
Have to go for my E-trial test at 5pm tomorrow, and i won't be able to attend the one on Wednesday cos Angie told me that we have gotta attend some guest Corpcomm lecture.
How...exciting.
haha.
How am i suppose to pass my FTT once through? Beats me.
It's already 11.33pm. If i dun sleep, at least it'll feel more like 7 hours till i have to go bathe and ready.
If i do (which i always), it almost feels like my alarm goes off as soon as i close my eyes.
So...why bother?
But, im just gonna take the chance nevertheless.
Urgh.

Longer nights pls, Santa!
I've been so good this year.


Jolted from my sleep at 9am(damn!)...I woke up to find my room spinning like HELL..so i thought it's my glasses.When I put it on - room's still spinning....
Staggered out of bed feeling dizzy and nauseous altogether,
accepting the fact that i have some weird disease, and prolly am about to die.
Trust me, it was that bad.
I lay motionless on the sofa till, At last, someone wakes up!
I whined and complained to Jack..I bet she merely thinks i din get enough sleep.
After so much, i realised Indonesia was having some earthquake and it probably hit Singapore (again) and that's probably what that has gotten me.
Tampines is not even close to M'sia, mind you..makes me wonder how on Earth i felt all that shit.
Mum thinks only weird people get affected.
Oh well. if she insists.
And...because of that, i had to skip my driving lessons..in case i faint on the streets..before i even get to meet the guys.Haha!
That's not bad enough...the worst part is that there are no more lessons 3 & 4 that im available for, until on the day of my FTT test.
The remaining lessons are all on Wed-12.45nn...I have lessons at 12nn.
I have to master the art of teleporting.
Hahaha!
I suppose i'll just re-book my test date right after my test on the 6th..cos i seriously doubt im gonna make it once through.
I havent even studied the 2nd half of the book.
Too many other things to be done.
At least for this shaky Sunday morning, i managed to get 4 out of 5 things on my agenda done..
which is quite a feat.Haha!
Still have to meet the group at 9.30 tomorrow, and if i can wake up on time..that is also quite a feat.
Ok, Mum's bugging me to get lost..She needs her MS Excel.

MERRY MERRY X'MAS!
To think im at home on this day.....rushing deadlines. Sheesh.
Went out to Bugis with Mummy yesterday, did a little bit of shopping
The crowd was crazy..so many people ..
Luckily,we din go town as suggested by mummy.We would have been stuck till god knows when.
Haha!
Bought an OP 3/4s...It'sbeige, with a satin ribbon...and this other skirt, which i seriously think it's a little long...but mummy wouldnt let me alter it.
Taller people never understand how longer skirts can be a bane to the existence of tall people like me..
Hhaha!Oh well.
That can be kept for my 'decent' days.
Met Jack on the way..to go back Tampines to meet Daddy and Alvin to catch 'Kungfu Hustle'
The movie, by the way was supposed to be at 11.30pm.
So..we walked around, had dinner, shopped a little more.
And im not even complaining yet, cos the worst part was when the shops all started to close.We could only go Burger King.
Almost felt like 3 years to 11, at last.we went up..The crowd, surprisingly have yet to clear.
Throughout the movie, i was dozing off, and waking up to the thunderous laughters of the people in the cinema..
The movie IS really hilarious, im just too tired.Heh.
Din quite catch the storyline, but at least i knew which parts were funny.
Good enough for me to watch a Chinese flick. Kungfu flick, somemore.
Oh..and yesterday before i went out, i caught the encore telecast of last week's CrimeWatch.
My aunt called to tell mum that cousin Willy was on it.
And so he was! He's a traffic police, by the way.
He was commended for helping this malay couple get to the hospital on time cos the lady was having labour pains...
Good job for that.Heh.
His famous line-'Arrive Alive'.
Jane, i hope your sore eye is not sore anymore..We're still going for driving lessons tmr, right?
Hahha!
and you offered to sponsor me $1.39 for my levis 593...
I'll see how you gonna get the 9 cents. Heh.
For now, let's just countdown to '05







We arrive at the eve of eve of Christmas. At last.
Phew, it's one long wait.
I never really used to be bothered what day Christmas falls on...
But this year (when im having classes in December), im wondering...Why on earth did Christmas fall on a Saturday?
I bet it's a conspiracy. No doubt bout it.
I am eyeing a Levis 593 now..Hahah! I went with Cyn not long ago to get it...and i thot it looked pretty sleek..So i went to try it on today when i was with Jane..
Im lovin' it. Everything about it, except the pricetag. Any willing sponsors or noble philanthropist?
Hahah.
139 buckaroos.
So much for having to save for driving practicals eh?
Hahha!
Im such a compulsive shopper.
I got myself this black top from G2000, with a Christmas voucher...I can prolly wear that to Kelly's and save myself a whole lot of trouble with mismatching.
Hahha! I paid only 3 bucks, which makes it to 23 before the wonderfulred slip was presented.
Im thinking......I can probably claim for that.Heh.

Ok,Merry Eve of Eve of X'mas, everyone.
Have a fantabulous time rushing on deadlines to all those in my project group.
More Joy.

Psst, Cyn! Thanks for those wonderful brownies!! Love ya!
Today is one of those confusing days again..Confusing in a sense, i dunno what day of the week is it. It feels so friday-ish.
As usual, i was shocked to find out it's only mid week.
This sem has been crazy..Nights have been shortened to what feels like 3 hours,whereas school hours feels like 12 hours..(esp at Kelly's).
Time literally creeps by. There must be some creep in Kelly's.heh.
Im SO not funny.
Anyway, i went school today at 12..for the first day in this week, ive had more than 8 hours of sleep.
the tutorial barely lasted a little more than 3 mins? for Mr Nah to take attendance,and we could go...
What a waste of time..(and sleep)
Off the entire group went, without Angie..to the computer lab, ultra supplies....
I think it's only time we mastered the art of teleporting..Haha!
Jane,Elias and I met up with Sharon to go for lunch...
it's the first time sharon saw jane since school reopened,and i swear they looked like they were part of a scene out of the North and South Korean reunion for that second they screamed and embraced.Hahaha.
Had Mac for dinner...Fillet,cos apparently i was sick, and i wasn't even supposed to take Mac...
But as always, Majority wins.
Next pit stop. Tampines National Library...I havent visted in eons..and not surprisingly,i still owe them fines! 7 buckaroos...
Guess what book? It's 'Liz goes missing'....Y'know, the magic school bus series.
Yah..That.
So, Imagine...It must have reached its fine cap already,since the fine has been accumulating for probably, 10 years? since i was primary one...?
Hahaha.i dunno, but i sure aint gonna pay them. I seriously think it's already in their bad debts accounts.
Wow, so much for studying accounts.
From tampines library, it's BACK to school...the route which Elias says it makes him wanna cry.
It's hilarious.
We headed to the comp lab to continue projects and all....and in the midst of some funny conversation, this irritating lady came up to jane and i to ask us for our matric card(to book our names)...cos she caught us eating candy.....
Urgh. HOW embarrasing...
Elias even wanted to ask her why she didnt ask for his..cos he din know what was going on.
Speak bout BLUR.
Hahahahha.
Went home bout 6? Good enough. I feel pretty accomplished. Stress level, still high nevertheless.
MANGO SALE STARTS TOMORROW,all my Mango counterparts out there.
Go for it.

Im already fastening the laces of my shoe...ready to set off. Meet you people there.


If my computer is a female, I swear it must be one hell of a BITCH.
Fucking troublesome,im telling you.
For the past few days, ive been ringing Singnet helpdesk like mard and bugging those people.they probably think im one heck of a bloody bitch too.
Urgh. cant stand it.
Enough of this piece of metal in front of me already.
Anyway, We all had attachment(again) at Kelly's today...and after James Lee commented that Jane and I looked a tad overly formal last week..I kinda decided this week is complete dress-down.
Hah.
I went to school in my black pants and my red Mango sweater...All i need is my gym pants to look like im heading for the threadmill.Hhaha!
Jane,on the other hand,wore some white skirt (that's SO huge), this yellow top and a white cropped sweater sort of thing. Y;know, sweaters that end halfway...
If you still have no idea what im talking bout, it's time to go Far East.
Heh
Since James din say a lot bout our halloween outfits today, except that Jane looks like she is attendin a party..I guess im gonna dress a lil more casual-ly, a lot more beach-y next week.
Haha.That, is any one's guess.
Let's just hope James doesnt scream.
OH! Jane and Elias went to book for their BTT on Monday already. Yours truly tagged along too...and .....
I realised that Ubi is prolly the HOTTEST place in S'pore...
Is it, like a known fact already? or is it just me??
I swear it's almost sizzling down at Eunos.
I pity our Ubi counterparts...(i mean it)
More surprise...
What,i thought to be obsolete buses, still operate there!
And i thought all aircon buses are long scraped...
How ironic, for non aircon buses to be operating in the hottest area of S'pore.
Sheesh.
Back to BTT,i guess it's only good they finally booked..now that we can go for lessons and all that together...tho it's different classes.
It sure beats sitting beside an ahpek on the bus, or seeing weird people do funny things on trains, yet i CANT laugh.
Pure torture.
I, for that matter has had countless experience.
hahha!
Loads of projects to get over and done with....for now, PCC is screaming my name.


FTT lesson today..I reached 'bout 12.40pm,when its supposed to start at 12.45..thinking i was early.
Big mistake.
The class was almost full by the time i climbed to the 3rd floor.
Singaporeans ARE kiasu like mard.
So i had to sit near the back..with this HUGE pillar blocking like,2/3s of my view.
Thank god,the instructor spoke more than he used the powerpoint slides.
haha.
Met this nice lady there..She was from TP too..Tourism.
And guess what? She's sponsored to learn driving.cos she works at the narcotics bureau, therefore.
That's swell.
AND, she already has her Class 2 license..and no surprise,that was also sponsored by the company too..!
Cheryl, let's go join the narcotics bureau or some sort and claim our driving fees or whatever claimable.Heh
I'll even learn cooking if they pay.Haha!
Life skills,if they call it.
There's supposedly lessons tomorrow too...But im SO lazy.So shag.So many other stuff to do..
So i see myself sleeping through noon and skipping the class.
hhahha
Ill just go next week to make up,and maybe get Jane to go with me.Haha.
And i shall go book for practicals on Monday when i accompany the girls to Ubi.Yay!
Im waiting......
I still have corporate image notes pending.
I doubt tonight is a good night to do HR.
Cos i say so.(and my eyebags!)
haha.
Till a good night comes along.....which better not be the deadline itself.
With my HumanResource notes done,
i have to keep reminding myself that is only like 1 out of a million things to-do that i have actually done..before i start to throw in the confetti and celebrate.
Lemme just recall, PCC/CJP..RHRA/MER..Commskills..FTT..
I think i miscalculated.
Change my to-do list to 2 millon,please. Thank you.
Hahaha
We all had combined PCC and CJP tutorial today,and our dear tutors simply had to decide on their own groups.Oh well, if they insist.
In the end,im still with Elias in the same group..Jane got into another group with Angie. MeiShuan and Sharlene in the last.
Our project group is split in more ways than one.
Im hoping our many deadlines dun clash...before i call 911.
Hah.
Gonna have to go for Final Theory lessons tmr and sunday too..
Urgh..how i dread going alone.
Jane and Elias!Hurry up,get over and done with your BTT,so we can go for lessons together and play bumper car on the circuit..Hahaha!
Wait till some potential driving instructor of mine reads this, i'll never get my license in a gazillion lightyears.Heh.
Oh.8pm now.Time for more researching,typing,MSword-ing..

How....exciting.

i'm gone for the day.

It's been a hectic 10 days since school started last monday.
HELP! i can hardly breathe on my own.
With the tonnes and tonnes of deadlines breathing down my neck,i doubt this semester is gonna be anything close to a breeze.
I dropped my life science elective,and i think that was probably the smartest choice i ever made.Hahah!
Imagine if i hadn't.
I finally went to enrol at ComfortDriving and also book for my Final Theory Test on Tuesday..
Apparently,Mum was even more anxious than i am.
How weird.
Still, im excited at the thought of being able to drive on the roads really soon. In fact,i can even start booking my practicals already.Haha.
But,think i ll book them prolly after my theory lessons,to see which dates fits best.
Final theory lessons this saturday and sunday..makes me wonder if they can actually finish teaching the syllabus in just 4 lessons.
FTT is just less than 3 weeks away, on the 6th.
PLEASE let me pass.
So i can eMBA">mbark on my very exciting driving practicals.PLEASE.
hahaha!
Lots of FTT trial tests coming my way too..which totally explains why im rushing on my projects now.
They CANNOT clash for nuts.Heh.
With Christmas eve and Christmas just a week from now,(not to mention my PCC deadline!),it's THE time of the year again.
More Joy.( i mean it)
Mum got me a new comp..I think that's my X'mas present..and im not even complaining..Haha!
Im just waiting for cousin George to be free..so he could fix my router...
HEY!if u see this,please come sooooooon.
To think i'll be in school again in bout 14 hours,make me oh-so-sleepy....PCC,CJP,projects,library,labs.......

For now.....
I just want my driving license and a car ASAP!
Who knows, i might be able to drive you guys around REAL soon.
can hardly wait.

Psst,the malay guy at Heerens-Havaianas slippers shop is pretty hot.
Go check him out.
and yes cynthia,i still want my Gola Maryjanes..In fact, can i have both colours, please?
Haha! Back to school tomorrow-the thought of it alone puts me off.
Sure,the holidays was a lil boring.But Jane's still,in China..I have to get to classes alone until she gets back on Wed..
Now tell me,which is MORE boring...
Oh man,i shant even bother to continue.
Glad there's still cyn and sharon to get through the day with me.Phew.
On the bright side,im praying hard the new class is gonna be damn fun,or even close to.
Cant expect a lot from temasek poly anyway,or rather business students for that matter of fact.
To think im a part of that huge majority.Sheesh.
I think im worth a little more fun than most of them add up.
Trust me.
See you bitches tomorrow. TAUFIK WON!
The world rejoice.
hahaha!I swear it must have been my vote, my only vote,since this whole Idol frenzy swept S'pore.
Those people at the stadium prolly just tied the votes to those of Sylvester, while mine crowned him the idol.
Haha!I wish.
Well,at last the idol fever is over..which means there'll be nothing left to watch on thursday and fridays nights.
Damn boring.
Nevertheless.....TAUFIK WON.
More joy.