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Sunday, July 31 8:57 PM

Happy Birthday Ally!

This post is a little late, but hey my birthday sms was early, Ok..?

Haha.

I shall not reveal your age here, lest you attempt to kill me next weekend. Hahaa.

Went SP on Thursday for the much awaited recruitment drive, and Holy. The school is fucking huge.

And i mean realllly really huge. So huge, we lost our way more than once. And we're so proud to say we've been on the yellow caterpillar. (If we actually heard the guy right)

Now, i know how Clara lost all of that weight. She just needs to travel to the canteen at least once a day, and that probably would be enough exercise for an entire year.

And for 3 seconds i tried to scare myself by trying to imagine if i went to SP instead. I shudder to think, seriously.

I think i might even resort to bringing my brother's skate scooter to school.

Desperate measures.

Haha..

The recruitment drive was a total flop. It must be cos' they're having holidays. It's not us.

It can't be us. haha.

Anyways, networking was more important in this case, than to sit (and eat Mac) and wait for walk-in hopefuls.

Who are we kidding?

Met up with Clara after the whole drive, and that's after we successfully made our way outta that maze.

And the hoards of people there for the Graduation ceremony sure didn't make it any easier for us to weave through the crowd.

Neither did the food, which just kept distracting all of us.

Went Suntec. Caught The Island. At long last. It was worth my last 8 bucks. Thank God.

I'm broke to the max. AND i had to see this pair of slacks from m)phosis.

What the hell. AND that's not all.

It's 51 buckaroos.

That would be bank breaking if you're talking to someone who has splurged the whole month's allowance before the 5th.

Oh please, i need that pair of pants.

Auditons and rehearsals at Bukit Ho Swee yesterday. Weather: Storm

There wasn't exactly a whole crowd of people surrounding the counter waiting to be registered..but still, we're good to say there's a couple of hopefuls.

The last part was damn funny! Omg, they should be standup comedians instead. Hahaa..

More to come next week. ( 1 down, 3 more to go)

GULP

Went church with Jane today. It was back breaking early..but good thing Jane's dad gave us a lift..haha

The service was quite alright, they didn't play your favourite hymn Elias.

Maybe next time.

And Sunday class was funny.

Is my name that hard to pronounce?

Right till now, i have :

MA Assignment
HR peer teaching notes
Calculus tutorial

Cool. That's never ending. It just builds up..Oh crazy, and class starts at 9am tomorow. One less thing to celebrate.

Here's what most likely gonna happen next week.
We might celebrate cos it's finally August. Might.. (Chances are slimmer than Farid), We must catch the opening of Charlie and the chocolate factory and Stealth.. I've heard only good reviews so far.
I'm gonna be going for driving as usual.. the 9th practical Ahh, lucky number..No?
And..that's also when HR notes are due...SHUCKS.

Enough talk. I'm gonna have to start soon, if not. I'm just heading straight for my bed and end this lovely Sunday before i know it.

It still remains, i'll slap you and say sorry anyday.

Love, G
I
N
A

Conniving bitches get no love from me.

Tuesday, July 26 8:03 PM

No. You shut up. SHUT the bloody fuck up.

This is my space, and i can bitch you to the core. I don't care, I simply don't.
I don't give a living shit if you are much older, don't fucking act smart in front of me.
Nevertheless, i shouldn't deny you of the credit that you are a goddamn conniving bitch.
You think you're OH-so right, and you think you're so smart. Think again.. STUPID
It's really just too bad, I think you're just fucking jealous.
Don't ask me, i wouldn't know what or why.
I don't want to know anything that goes on in that sick mind of yours. And trust me, a sharp tongue is no indication of a keen mind, AT ALL.
I think you may quite a fine actress, altho you might be failing in the looks department. HAHA.
Hearing you for a while more makes me wanna fart in your face, seriously.
To think i was quite keen in going over to offer some help, any help at all. Only to get 'mistreated on purpose..'

So it was all intentional.
No, i do not think that is very nice. I do not even think it was funny. If that is what you're fucking trying to prove.
Great, so the entire group at your beck and call, no? To go against me?
But come on, i bet you think I'm so easy to target just because i said nothing. Well, just think again..
You said it yourself, to not spill the feelings over to another project....and you think after all you've plotted against me, you think it's that easy?
So what now? You call the shots??

There is so much angst in you, i have no idea why. But seriously, if you're having a bad day ..Just don't come to school.
Don't make everybody else's day suck with you. Not that you're damn influential or anything.
Wanna scream at someone? Go..vent it all on the client, like you love to.
No one's stopping you.
Just quit plotting against people who are totally off-guard. Not everyone appreciates such surprises like you, Ok?

It's just so sad, so fucking sad you've come to this. It didn't start on a fantastic note, but we were making progress as a group. You had to kill it, and you expect us to be professional about this?
Oh come on, Aren't you a bit too old to be this chilidish? I expected better of you.

And no, i'm not gonna start judging you and not to mention plotting against you like what you did to me all this while. And when i thought, i was just being too sensitive.

And listen good, our world doesnt revolve you. So you jolly well don't assume all that you are all we ever talk about..

Hello?

Anyway, i'm just making my point here. That we are just not your standards in terms if all that plotting and scheming.

And if we fail to live up to anymore of your standards of a professional class.

Just, let us know- again.

Much love,
-GINA-

*no names have been mentioned, so do not claim the credit of all that misgivings.

Live right, now.

Monday, July 25 12:50 PM

I caught 'Tuesdays with Morrie' on cable last night. At last.
And that show is so freaking sad, i tell you...
Yes, i cried. And good thing, it was midnight so nobody knew.
haha
i think Morrie is right,
Life shouldn't revolve around who's fat and who's not.
There's so much more to life...family, friends, fear, commitment...and we are not going into salaries.
We should start to live right.
As a better person,( i think)..

This post may sound waaaay off, so old grandpa-ish..but trust me, if you watch it... You'll agree with me hands and feet..AND that's only after you're done with crying.
Haha

Morrie says, 'The truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live.'

Sometimes, i think a dying man makes most sense.
Everyone knows we are gonna die, but no one actually belives it...If only we did, we'll start to do things differently.

Morrie also said, 'We must all love one another or die', and hell do i NOT want to die yet.
So i shall love everyone one of you...so if you havent gone out with me for eons (Read: Clara and Cheryl), better call me soon aight..
I'm missing all of you...Hahaa..

And to you, yes...Just YOU
Think you're so smart, high and mighty? Go eat all the snot you moldy sock devouring three-toed rat's ass. I suspect you are suffering from fixated phallic anxiety . Maybe your name is Laryngitis? You're a pain in the neck.
But maybe you're just scared too...cos 'People are only mean when they're threatened.'

And Yes, Morrie said that too.

Much Love,
Gina

Thank God it's Friday.

Friday, July 22 7:38 PM

It's FRIDAY!
yay. Altho somehow i feel the week is ending all too soon..
Anyways,
Mum and Dad just came back from the HDB appointment , and i can't wait to move into my new apartment. Can't. Wait.
Hmmm...

I shall paint my room in stripes of purple and orange..That is, still subjective to Alvin's choice.

I shall have my something in between my bed and Alvin's..so i do not wake up as his victim in the unearthly hours.

My room shall be most conducive to sleep, study, eat, play, sing, dance, scream, hang out altogether...Wheeeee.....!

AND, it has to be totally immune to insects, creepy crawlies and what nots. Totally!

I seriously can't wait for September. Psst, that's when i turn 19 tooo...*beams*

Jumping back to reality,
Going Bukit Ho Swee is nothing worth celebrating.
and yes, i have to make my ass down tomorrow.
And yes, it's SATURDAY.
Man....

Jane has been going nutters with her new phone, and everywhere we go now, we have at least a gazillion shots.. Hahaa.
Shutter bug! But it gets pretty hilarious when she starts camcording our convos. Hahaaa.
We look like a couple of loonies let loose...Hahaha

TV's starting to look good..There is new season of America's Next Top Model this coming Monday..And Desperate Housewives on Tuesday..(first season la, on cable)....and Wednesday is Ally's birthday...!
Toss that confetti! Blow those balloons! Stuff your faces with all that cake....!
I hope there's gonna be a cake....? Yes?

I'm eating so much of late, i gotta put a stop to it...Someone, help me please..before i blow out of proportion, out of shape, out of control..
Which is only a matter of time.

Oh, AND i simply can't stand people who can't be bothered to lift their bloody fingers to press the lift door open while others are making their way in.
Totally.

I'm off for now.
Ciao!

-Jane's bestest friend-

Tomorrow shall be a fantastic day

Wednesday, July 20 11:49 PM

Wednesday.
As usual. Went for driving.
Uncle Foo couldn't make it today..so i had a stand-in uncle. So it wasn't that bad..
Met Jane right after lesson, and we went Muji at Bugis.. She went crazy and started grabbing all the titbits she could find..
And seriously Jane, that shrimp chips really suck. haha.
I'm sorry but i really don't like seafood.

After a week of break from MA, i almost forgot how boring the lecture can get..
God, we're back to all that activity bases that never make any sense.
Pardon me. MA's just really not my cup of tea.
Calculus wasn't that bad. That's only because i dozed off momentarily. That works for me, not against me.
Hahaha.
Oh yes! I met J.J outside Tampines MRT ! That girl looks just like always..
Oh god, I miss her so much. I miss them so much.
If only i got to see all my friends every day..especially people i havent seen much in the past century..
I just met Felicia at Bugis on Monday too...which was really cool. I havent seen her in what, 6 years? more, maybe?Hahaa
(Yes, i happened to be at Bugis twice in three days)
Hahaa..

I'm gonna be out on duty tomorrow doing my bit for the event. Can't remember which schools exactly..but one thing's for sure.
I'm gonna be doing loads of walking..Ya, probably enough exercise for a whole year..

I should get going..to bed.

Tomorrow shall be a fantastic day.cos i said so.

Much love,
gina

It's all about 19.

Sunday, July 17 7:13 PM

Sunday spent doing HR sucks. but thank god for people like Jane and Elias..
Now, i'm stuck with Media Relations.

I want to go shopping, badly.
And yes, Jane. We shall go swimming on Saturday. It won't be say only this time..
I'm not like you! Read: Sentosa
Haha...!
Do we look like we have free slots anytime soon? I can't even look at the timetable thinking i'm gonna be in school as early as 8.30am tomorrow..
Remind me to get a new organizer when we actually go Bugis or town aight..Mine's totally tattered and ripped beyond recognition..
Looking at it makes me NOT want to do anything- at all.
Hahaa

My Birthday is so round the corner....!
That's the only happy thought in my head...
I'm turning 19 in a few months...

19 year olds wear HIGH heels and do NOT trip.
19 year olds look slim, and slender. There is no such thing as FATS.
19 year olds speak with such intellect, and therefore attract all the cute guys with brains.
19 year olds spend all their time having fun. NOT doing projects.
19 year olds have their own rooms. They are NOT made to share a room with their brother.

No wait, I'm not so sure if i'm really turning 19 this year...

Say you'll take a ride from me....??

Saturday, July 16 11:36 PM

I crashed.
On my 5th lesson.. Waaaaaay uncool.

All because, I didn't jam my brakes hard enough..
What do you expect..? I don'teven have enough arm strength to lift my handbrake singlehandedly..
Someone...bring me to the gym??
But, as such a determined and trying-to-be-a-safe driver, that little accident wouldn't (actually) deter me from attaining that piece of license..
Would it?
And the very next driving lesson, which happened to be the very next day, i drove at what i think was...20-30km/hr. Haha.
For fear of repeating history..
And history, you know, are not meant to be repeated..
So yes, even if i do get my license..(say, 15 years from now)..
say you'll take a ride from me...?
Yes?
Now, i'm begging people to let me give them a ride..
Hahaa.

Steering away from driving....We helped out at the Graduation ceremony yesterday..and that very day marked the end of the one week break Jane and I have been eagerly anticipating for all this while, which felt like half a century..
WHAT? it's ended? No more?
To think, i thought it wasn't gonna begin.
Now, i got to wait like, a couple of months until i get a decent break.
And by that, i mean:

No going back to school on 4 days out of 5.
No assignments to tie you down.
And i want all my other friends, Clara and Cheryl to be break-ing with me.

That sounds good.

Finally met up with Cheryl on Friday..And it was only because i happened to be at the library too.
And she's there for the wrongest reason. ever.
And a part of me was actually envious of that fact.. But still, it feels like eons since i've lunched with her..
You never call me, anymore..
The TCC is not that far..

Ok now,
So close to midnight..but it means nothing unless i get a headstart on Media Relations done.

hey, Media Relations sounds waayy cooler than just MR, i just realised...

My Sunday is burnt. It's gonna be *HR at Elias house.. Oh.........NO.
*HR or Human Resource both sounds equally uncool, unsophisticated, uninteresting, just plan boring.
So, no point changing.

-gina-

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Monday, July 11 3:03 PM

Tests are over! (Finally)

For one moment, i didn't think it was going to end..
And there's no time to even pop the confetti yet, cos apparently there are more things to be done in the holidays than the actual semester.
Makes no sense-AT ALL.

Now my tests are over, it's Clara's turn.. What the hell. It means i get to see her ONLY after her tests.
Great.
I'm supposed to have tons to blog about..but somehow i can't get anything out.
It must be the blogger's block..Or my major cold must be the cause of it..
Cool. My Biogesic and Antamin are finally taking its effect..

And i should be on a jet off to lala land faster than you can say Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.

Try me.

much mucus and phelgm,
Gina

Sunday, July 3 7:10 PM

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

Green Day
[Wake Me Up When September Ends]

My day could be a little better

Friday, July 1 8:21 PM

My day didn't exactly start on a fantastic note..

Some crazy nightmare i had, and i slammed my whole head on my wardrobe. Hurts like crap, but like always, there's no time to curse when you're half asleep..haha..
And yes, i'm bruised!... Jane insists it's not there...
BUT it is!
Somehow, it disappeared when i got home...haha.. I think i heal pretty well.

It's the 2nd sleep-injury in ONE week !
Alvin punched me in his sleep on Monday night, i woke up with a bloody lip.
Haha. Bloody rude shock i got.
It's dangerous to sleep with a brother who's obessessed with wrestling

And after the self-inflicted injury, i woke up at 6am thinking i slept past my 7.45am alarm, cos i can hear the hairdryer Jack was using, howling right into my ear...
And guess what?
The hairdryer is the whisper series, but trust me.
For me to hear it while asleep, it sounds like anything BUT a whisper!
hahaa.

And yes, i was again, LATE in meeting Elias and Jane...but i ran down ok..
To think, i thought that's enough exercise for a whole week...
I had to climb my way to class..to find out the tutor was even later than me.

This is prolly the first time i don't look forward to Friday.. and the only reason is because tests starts next tuesday.

God, that sucks.

Especially if you've got Biz Calculus, Managerial Accounting and Human Resource on your list..
Think you're good at these godforsaken subjects, alright then, imagine it to be like..Literature of the 17th century, or even tea appreciation.

Oh..AND the 2 Corp Comm progress tests right after our week-long holiday, along with the MRND assignment 2 AND Part B presentation of HRD AND the BHS event doesn't really make it any better..
Now, i'm freaking out. (big time)

I'm done with my panic attacks.

Meeting Jane tomorrow to study MA 1, and i hope we realise what MA is all about just in time for the test. And hopefully, Sunday spent with Sharon would be anything but wasted.
haha.
Actually, i think the tests aren't that huge a deal, if the rest weren't so studious..It wouldn't make me look so bad.
Haha

I was just wondering, i rather be elsewhere now than to be facing my computer and my MA text staring blatantly at me......

Right now,
i just wanna go shopping with Clara for her new bag, cos shopping makes me happy and
ice-skating with Ally and Jean,
swimming with Sharon,
lunching with Cheryl,
gossiping with Jack,
relentless bitching sessions with Jane,
watching as Angie go mad,
listening to all the weird logics of Elias,
and maybe to catch another few good movies..cos all of it does not involve differentiation, algebra or job costing process ...

Ahhh, bliss.

And for a moment, i wished you were here.

-ginaaaaaaaaa-